Today i felt SO unbelievably sad and let down.... because..... of... a celebrity/athlete. hahahaha... pathetic, eh?? No, but seriously. When news broke of Tiger Woods cheating, i hoped for the best and gave him the benefit of the doubt. A lot of waitresses and bartenders try to squeeze moolah out of trashy gossip mags by fabricating a juicy story that involves a high-profile superstah. This morning, i listened to Tiger's urgent voicemail to one of his mistresses........................

it made my eyes water! made my heart heavy! even Tiger Woods?? :(  People like Bill Clinton, Kobe Bryant, Ryan Phillipe, ongkay... whatevers.... not a HUGE shock. Yet Tiger..... I just feel so hurt and betrayed by somebody i don't even know... hahahahahahaha.... silly me.  I'm sooo not even judging him. He is a GREAT person, i'm SURE... and going through a lot of agony with his guilt, shame, and public relations NIGHTMARE. Nobody should judge this man! Or say he's a bad person!

i'm so sad. it's a scary world and i guess you can't trust in humanity 100%... Humans are humans....

only in God. He will never fail you.

i'm in the process of moving to a new apartment. YAY! same vicinity, bigger place. david and his friends moved all the heavy stuff--- thank God for them. :) i still have all my clothes at the other place... it will be quite the task to transfer all of it over!!!! clothes that i don't even know i have!!! time to give away!!!! :)

lately, i've been craving chocolate cake-ish stuff ... or steaks ... and hot baths! *ahhhh* baths are my utopia.

i have Dorito breath. cooler ranch, of course. <3

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my sister, her hubby, and my niece moved away to Portland and i'm so sad :(  i didn't know it would be this hard.

Me & mah music.

Don't ever let anybody tell you otherwise.  Do not deny or doubt yourself for others.

This is your life.. your lessons.. your happiness..

Only one life to live.  Stay true to yourself and what you want.

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I am drinking my tea latte... i put a bag of Earl Grey and a bag of Vanilla Chai... with a dash of vanilla creamer. it's sooooo very tasty and soothing to my morning soul.  This mug is crimson-red and says LOVE.. with a little heart.  Trying not to depend on coffee so much.  i also ate a bowl of Honey Bunches of Oats.. and a small Twix bar.  As usual, now i am craving something salty.  Like eggs.. or a breakfast burrito!

I really wanna lay in a hammock allllllllllll dayyyyy longggg.... at the beach... without a care in the world :) Ahhhh wouldn't that be nice... i bet that's what heaven feels like.... yea?? *swing... swing... swing*

Finally, this weekend... there are no set plans or obligations or events. I can just relax and breathe and tend to my days as I please without an insistent alarm clock droning on 'n on.  Often times, i feel as though i am perpetually lacking sufficient sleep. On a brighter note, my bf said he thought of something we can do this weekend... and it's a surprise :) I love surprises and I love him!! If things are rough.. or when i'm clingy or strangely emotional/hormonal or sad... he makes me feel better and cheers me up cuz he's a goofy fella. Words cannot express how much i appreciate him and who he is as a person, and who he is to me.  Sounds kinda morbid (o well), but like in The Notebook... I'd wanna pass away at the same time so I wouldn't have to live without him.  (this is metaphorical)

Mellow Yellow.

Usually i think Facebook quizzes are totally bogus and hilarious... but this one nailed it.  Not to mention it's my favorite flower.

Ohh... Absolutely.